So much to write... and I feel so exhausted. Tomorrow I have to get up early, to get back into the routine! I need stuff to do. And FOLLOW the list....... ! Will I ever do EVERYTHING I planned to do for that day???!

I fell like im stepping away from my future... i need inspiration........ desperately! i need attention, i think its more this actually.......

What Disney said : Laughter is timeless, imagination has no age, and dreams are forever! all we need to do is ACT ........ do it , do it, do it!!!!! Make yourself do it. Have no fear and live life simply according to what you want and what is right. If everyone were doing so, we'd see many more smiling people in the bus, for instance.

i am ready to have a boyfriend, "ill give everyone a chance, certainly." - my good friend said this, and it stunned me! :) it was such a simple, logical and kind thought - but at the same time it said so much about a person. about who he is. so i decided to try it. there'll be some censorship ;)) DUh! :D but we shall see... 2012, i feel brings a lot my way!!!!!

So resolution: simple, kind and more adventurous me! I wont even bother saying what i will not be :)) !

"Decide that you want it more than you're afraid of it!" --- my inspirational motto!

I am determined to break the stone in my stomach and do what i want to do, feel what i want to feel --- be more who i am, and less who i think people want me to be!

im not perfect, and still people love me! now, i am going to love myself, ill be honest, and hardworking. This is me!

Good night!

Don't forget to live,love and laugh ! ;)